The Endless Wait

Been almost a week since third quarter finals!
And still waiting for grades to be posted, The new quarter starts in 4 days . Two weeks on then three weeks off..

Thanks Giving

  In years past this list was always longer, but the times have changed.  Gone is prosperity, the "Affordable Care Act" has seen to the fact that what once was a tiered society has become the haves and us who have not.  The middle class which  we fell out of years ago has ceased to exist.  Gone is the youth I had not totally squandered. So this year I am thankful for the friends and family I have left. And perhaps the years I may yet survive!

3rd Quarter

Just one week away till the third quarter starts, and then the half way point.   Next will come paper work for extending my education towards the next degree....

Self induced stress

You just never know , stressing over tests has always been something that has affected me .
  As yet , something I have not figured out how to overcome..   I did better on the mid terms than expected..  I have the opportunity to retake the math mid term so perhaps I can improve my grades be fore the end of the quarter...Yeah!!

Random Thoughts

actually my mind is very blank right now!
not sure if it is waiting for what comes next , or just lost in oblivion.

Mid Terms

OK the first mid term for Math went horribly , my mind went blank and studying made things worse!

Hopefully the other two this week will be more successful   outcomes.

Thankfully the rest of the work I turn in  keeps my grade point average up....

When I get through this quarter I will need a break!!

Summer Quarter

So the first week of summer quarter has began, and only 2 of us showed up for study group.
 Having classes nightly has lead me to become unemployed again, but only temporarily till a new weekend job starts.

This should take the load off being in class and getting assignments done, getting up at 4 am to go to work 
wore me out mentally.

Hopefully I can keep my 4.0 GPA  through this quarter...

Fathers Day

Just two days left  then the new quarter begins. If only less of it was spent being ill and trying to accumulate to a new job (yes students need extra money for stuff too)..

 But on subject my Father has been my biggest supporter of the direction my life is now taking. Personally I would of thought he would of preferred it happened long ago, yet is seems he was visionary enough to realize that this was my destiny all along. I don't say it publicly often enough but "I Love you DAD" !  And thank you for everything.

Memorial Day 2013

This Memorial Day spent in remembrance of those who gave their lives for our country's freedom.

But also in remembrance of my mother in law Jeri whom I had become close too , and the passing of my younger brother Anthony

 Silenced by the pain and anguish there is just no way to describe how this day has affected me forever

I am long passed the stage of dwelling on my own remaining time in this life, its a fate I have accepted !

The part not accepted is that because of my Diabetes fate is catching up with me faster than expected

Hate the path to success

? Well the truth of the matter is I really hate my college math courses . Reasoning being they remind me that I should of pursued my college education after high school and got the degree then. When the knowledge was fresh in my mind. At present it is all fuzzy because only parts were used on a regular basis, leaving the rest to fester in the dark recesses of an under-used mind.

What drives me to hate is the fact that although I stress most over math homework, and spend more time (than on homework from other courses) trying to get it done , it seems my GPA in the course goes up each week . And being one week away from finals I will get my highest GPA in this course which means probably a 3.8 GPA for the quarter.

The next  courses start in two weeks , and yes another math course on the schedule. 

Moral Code

 Is that value placed on what one perceives as right or wrong . Generally Societies Moral Code has been determined by Religion, thus making it difficult to  update to the present century without great effort!

Moral code is passed down and learned from previous generations (usually) but that is slowly changing.

Being a Senior Citizen

So I just had my 55th Birthday and they tell me I am now a senior citizen ( discounts and stuff)

My followers and interested persons my have wondered if I would ever pass on any more wisdom or just even a small rant here again. I myself wondered such! But truth be told I was just making changes in my personal life, redirecting my course so to speak.

I am now again a student , actually one enrolled in classes , not just a student of life . After much thought I decided to get another degree and make a bold step in another direction.

Perhaps long over due but the truth is "Who I am" is not who I wanted to be so change was due.


I will endeavor to take back up my ranting because ? There is just too much too not be silent on , so be prepared he it comes!!