Cruel Mistress

Life is unfair full of twists and turns, we navigate mostly by experience gained from the past.

Sometimes we even follow down the same path taken before just to take the path not taken at one of the forks  along  the way.

The Cruel part is the path not previously taken turns out to have been the right option.

Other times its like a Mistress who seeks only the reaction or response not knowing the long term damage it may cause.

Sometimes it brings unexpected rewards!!

Caroline

Having received  90 days off with what is filled with some idle time, and continuing to pack things up for a move.

My new direction to meet and seek out  new play partners  continued,  as  many who know me are aware.

 I am very selective when vetting. I firmly stick to negotiating every aspect to the satisfaction of all
parties involved, before proceeding.

Strangest thing  this Beauty named Caroline messaged me requesting we chat.

 I purposely pass up on these types of request, when first made and in time start up a discussion, so
 I can't explain  why  this request I honored  immediately!

This has  been a drawn out process, but as our time getting to know each other continues, I am glad that I did accept!

Call it fate or  destiny I be-leave things that are meant to happen. 

Yes   I am aware  of her past and her being caught up in the adult online world.  Also that her pics have been used many times by scammers who swindle unsuspecting souls.


"BEWARE!!"   scammers...

Here  is   Caroline:  

Moving on

Ok I just celebrated another birthday. Alone !

Now I have taken the   time to   reconsider my life and its direction,   Before my  birthday the decision to  get re involved in kink, the search for someone to mentor or at the least find new friends here in  Albuquerque.

Had begun, but my judgement seems to have waivered, wisdom should have served me better.

Whats the old saying ? "looking in all the wrong places."