Memorial Day 2013

This Memorial Day spent in remembrance of those who gave their lives for our country's freedom.

But also in remembrance of my mother in law Jeri whom I had become close too , and the passing of my younger brother Anthony

 Silenced by the pain and anguish there is just no way to describe how this day has affected me forever

I am long passed the stage of dwelling on my own remaining time in this life, its a fate I have accepted !

The part not accepted is that because of my Diabetes fate is catching up with me faster than expected

Hate the path to success

? Well the truth of the matter is I really hate my college math courses . Reasoning being they remind me that I should of pursued my college education after high school and got the degree then. When the knowledge was fresh in my mind. At present it is all fuzzy because only parts were used on a regular basis, leaving the rest to fester in the dark recesses of an under-used mind.

What drives me to hate is the fact that although I stress most over math homework, and spend more time (than on homework from other courses) trying to get it done , it seems my GPA in the course goes up each week . And being one week away from finals I will get my highest GPA in this course which means probably a 3.8 GPA for the quarter.

The next  courses start in two weeks , and yes another math course on the schedule. 

Moral Code

 Is that value placed on what one perceives as right or wrong . Generally Societies Moral Code has been determined by Religion, thus making it difficult to  update to the present century without great effort!

Moral code is passed down and learned from previous generations (usually) but that is slowly changing.

Being a Senior Citizen

So I just had my 55th Birthday and they tell me I am now a senior citizen ( discounts and stuff)

My followers and interested persons my have wondered if I would ever pass on any more wisdom or just even a small rant here again. I myself wondered such! But truth be told I was just making changes in my personal life, redirecting my course so to speak.

I am now again a student , actually one enrolled in classes , not just a student of life . After much thought I decided to get another degree and make a bold step in another direction.

Perhaps long over due but the truth is "Who I am" is not who I wanted to be so change was due.


I will endeavor to take back up my ranting because ? There is just too much too not be silent on , so be prepared he it comes!!