Revelations

Resolutions , little promises made of accomplishing things you never intend to do.. Every one makes them but alas, few if any ever achieve them.. Instead we should call them "New Years Revelations"... Little revelations of things we wished we could achieve but realize , we are not yet capable of...Time to be truthful with ourselves , because we are not fooling any one else ! Perhaps ourselves . This year my revelations I set to a higher standard . I will achieve a small fortune and become semi famous for what I have yet to discover... I will see all my friends with in the community achieve all their goals , and full fill their greatest desires.... I will get a grey pony ! ( well that's another story)... But what I most wish is that someone some where has a "Happy New Year".... I'll get back to you on this one ...

Struck Between Holidays

Twas three days after Christmas and all through out the house not a creature was stirring it was as quiet as a mouse. When suddenly did I hear a racket loud and clear , a hacking and coughing sounds that filled the whole air... I rose to see what's the matter , to discover without shock..That cold and flu season had finally struck... And loved ones ( well my girl any way), had surcummed to the fate.. When weather turns cold and Holiday Cheer is rampant..It's this time of year , comes the illness , something which we all fear... So HO HO HO it's the Holidays again , and with all those presents of surprise, came a bonus gift too!!!! Happy Holidays to all and a shelf of Thera-Flu ....(smile)..

Do I hate Christmas??

until last Christmas every one since 1983 , has been spent alone, on Christmas morning.... There are many reasons to hate Christmas, and mostly its a sad time , both depressive and introspective for me ... Hate is such a strong over bearing word, there have not been as many good Christmas days in my life. Perhaps that is why , I find it hard to appear happy ... Or to pretend I love the day... But NO! I don't hate it . I just miss so much.... During this time of year

Holocaust revisited..

The rise of George W Bush and the religious right wing to power, a moral crusade . Parallel to that of the German youth and their leader Hitler. A quest against the "Homosexual Agenda!". The first "Victory!!" , the denial of basic human rights , denial of the values of marriage ( financial only)... Cast the souls of the sinners to the fires of hell for loving someone of their choice , in private , or even with open honesty to friends and family about the true nature , as god given right ? To be yourself, be who you were meant to be in the grand plan of life...Some would claim this blaspheme from my finger tips and mind. Yet can any of us really deny, that its happening ??? Are we far from interment camps (ie: prisons ) , for those practicing the "Homosexual Agenda", can it be long before the thought police , who seek to rid our bedrooms of any activity they do not. And won't condone for themselves..Start imprisoning same sex / bi/ poly couples for loving each other..Something only reserved for Homophobic, heterosexual married couples...Under the guise of the patriot act , they are even now gathering names on a list . A list of the next generational exclusions from the "Superior Race". When does the mandatory sterilization of queer folk begin??? Has it already?